Hi Norma, Thanks for your kind words and support,I hurt so much even my Son says it dont seem real the empty feelings and pain.just dont go away.
Ive tried Macmillan support but this didnt work that well,but Iam grateful that they offered support.My darling had such a bad experiance in the Hospital that we had her home in our care to make sure she would get the love and devotion from us that she deserved,she was and still is my one true love from 17yrs of age,she will always be in my thoughts and in my heart till we meet again,we will then be happy once more in each others arms.