Thanks Karena. I have a pair of Margarets PJ's hanging on the bedroom door. I doubt they will ever go. The things that confuse me are things like her second favourite dressing gown. It wasn't even her favourite but I can't bring myself to get rid. Similarly there's a photo frame set someone got us for our pearl wedding anniversary. I always hated it and would willingly have thrown it in the bin. Not now
I had a good nine hours uninterrupted sleep last night. A bit of a cry this morning then launched myself into the cladding job again. I think another day will see the job completed as much as it can be until the plasterer turns up.
My daughters boyfriend has turned up which means they have spent all day in her room watching films. They ordered their tea in so I made myself a nice prawn curry with egg fried rice for my tea. I also got some nice whoopsied cakes to spoil myself.
Apart from the cry this morning there hasn't been much upset but I am getting some strange thoughts running through my head. They all seem to revolve around there being some way Margaret can come back. I know she can't but the thoughts keep popping into my head. Something to bring up in counselling methinks.
Take care.