I have very recently lost my darling Dan who lost his battle with advanced bowel cancer on 5/7/16 which had spread to his liver.
Dan was diagnosed on 3/4/16, so am feeling a mix of emotions currently angry, numb, extreme sadness, cheated.
We were together for 12 m engaged for 7 years and very happy together.
Dan had just started a new job he loved, I had been promoted , We were planning our wedding, moving house and trying for a family this year and everything was going really well... Until bang his cancer diagnosis (with no symptoms until Dan ended up in a and e) which makes everything seem even more unfair.
We have been living together for 7 years with our 2 cats and have been unable to return to our home as it is too painful, so have moved back into my dads.
I feel that at the moment as I am sure others do that I can't see a future for myself without Dan and am finding it very difficult to cope, just living minute by minute currently.
I do have a good support network of family and friends but just miss Dan so much, we wouldn't go a day without being with each other or at least talking with each other if one of us was away for some reason.
Please can others share how they were/are able to just cope