Hi hubby
I hope your visit today goes as OK as it can be , and brings you less pain than you might have been expecting.
. I'm in a support group, having lost my partner of 34 years, George on 1st November last year.
Myself and others there (as Karena also says ) who've all had these 'milestones' , these first birthdays, anniversaries, agree that the dread, the anticipation of the day is worse than the actual day itself. .But I expect for you it may be be harder, because it's so close to when you lost Margaret.
talking to your loved one when you're out walking the dog is something I do too.