:hug:a warm welcome from me too.I know i will always miss my husband but i,m a bit further along the bumpy road of grief than you so life has got more bearable it is a case of just hanging in there. But this site has also helped a great deal, having others who understand while those physically around us often dont makes a big difference.When youre ready cpme back and tell us more about your husband or just join in with our everyday chat whichever you want to do you will be very welcome.