Hi, I've been trying to write something for a while and keep giving up. So I thought I'd just introduce myself as suggested.
I'm here because last week my wonderful, beautiful and lovely friend committed suicide. She has been struggling with mental health issues for several years, but I'd always assumed that things would work out okay in the end.
I'm heartbroken. I feel guilt, sadness, sometimes anger (but I can't place what I'm angry with).
I feel unmoored - like I'm floating distant from everything and everyone.
Mostly I'm just so very, very sad. I miss her so much.
That's me.