On Thursday 21st December, my wonderful dad lost his long fight with asbestosis and pulmonary fibrosis.
I nursed him for the last 4 months of his life at my home, and he was bedridden for the last month.
He was 86 and I was the stereo typical daddys girl, he was the best dad and I loved him so so much.
My mom died 6 years ago so dad was on his own.
Thursday & Friday I cried so much, but now I feel numb, very tired and anti social.
Is this normal? I don't know if its because of xmas, but everything just feels completely surreal at the moment.