Hi guys I don’t really know what I’m doing just wanted to vent. I’m 17 and lost my dad in July due to an illness. Has been really hard, depression hit about a month ago and then I was okay and can slowly feel myself going back to that place. Just wanted to air my emotions without there being any backlash. Had counselling, doesn’t really help as much as I would like it too. Hard coming to terms with things, pushing family away. Any advice or comments would be helpful.