Some days are a minute by minute struggle aren't they Bunker?
My husband and I were married for almost 52 years, I was sweet sixteen when we were married and people said it wouldn't last. How wrong they were, he was my one true love.
I think the loneliness is often the hardest part of grieving, I can't count the times I have turned to my husband to tell him something, only to be reminded by his empty chair that I can't do that.
The people here are very supportive, I hope you'll stick around, it has helped me to be here.