One year on and I still miss my wife and soulmate after 44 glorious years together, have I moved on, after a fashion yes, but I would still give everything I have just to have her back with me again.
I still miss Dorothy so much, but now the bad days are getting less.
Will I ever be the same again, the answer to that is no, but I have had to rebuild my life and in the process, I have found that in the long term things do start to get better.
I would also like to thank all the friends I have come into contact with at the BUK meets, I was sceptical on the first meet, but was met with nothing but kindness and understanding, and would recommend them to anyone.