I am so so sorry for your loss... I am new here but it seems like a great resource, I hope it brings us both some comfort- I lost my mum 3 weeks and 4 days ago, she was 56. It is still early days for me too. I am quite an introvert and I found the influx of everyone after her passing quite overwhelming- I was grateful of their offers of support but a lot of people struggled to see why I wanted some space.Like others have said- number one should be being kind to yourself, I think everyone deals with things differently and that is totally okay.
xxxx