I've not really opened up but I have mentioned my low mood to my gp. I hide it as I feel I am a burden now, although I think my grief is showing itself in other ways - I'm crabbit, tearful and have generally unstable moods swings. I had a contraceptive implant fitted a two months ago and spoke to doc about getting it removed as I explained I had been struggling and feelin much more 'hormonal' since I got it. It's coming out next week and I'm sure if I still feel after that then I'll see where I'm at. Thankyou for replying and I so sorry your dad has died. It's terrible this grief. some days I just feel back at square 1 but I guess it is a process. I know I'm upset because I link my mum's death with my daughter turning 6 months. When she turns two on Friday, as well as being happy it is drumming home to me how much mum has missed. If I'm not feeling better in another month I'm going to seek counselling x