:hug:so sorry that must have been a horrendous shock.We all at some stage find a way to blame ourselves in some way,guilt that isn't in any way justified but very real too us.There is no way you could have known.My husband died of a stroke,there's no way I could have know,because all those classic symptoms on the advert,were not there,but it didn't stop me feeling that way.Sometimes,no matter how much we are told to look out for or how much we know about medical stuff,the typical signs ,although common,,are just not the case for everyone.