Hi to everyone here,
My Wife Janice, passed away on the 6th December 2016. Janice had MS for 40 years, but she got an infection, which turned to pneumonia and she passed within 4days.
I struggle to keep it together every day, I miss her so much. Life is just empty now, I hate having to go out, as I can't stand coming back to the silence and the emptiness.
I was my wife's main carer, but we used to have nurses and other carers in most days, so it was like Piccadilly Circus here, but now, there is no one.
My Daughter keeps telling me, that I should snap out of it, how do I just snap out of the grief I feel for the loss of my Wife.
I have not heard from my Daughter for ten days, so rang her this morning, got the answer phone, I sent her a text and got the reply, " We are ok, we are busy " this really upset me, I feel unwanted and that I am now a burden, I feel that I shouldn't be here. The only person that I had to talk to and laugh with has gone, my Daughter just does not seem to understand this. I am really sorry that this is so long, but this is how I am feeling, I know everyone hear is going through the same pain, I am sorry