I hope I am doing this correctly, but if not please tell me. To introduce myself, I am a 57 year old man who has lost the love of his life, my wife of 36 years. We were actually together for much longer than that as a couple, since she died 39 years 11 months and 3 days after we got together at a dance. I am trying to make sense of this but can see nothing.
She died three and a half months ago, which seems to be quite a long time compared to some people posting on here, but I have struggled with this more recently.
Sorry but I need to take a break here and maybe write more of what I want to say before coming on to the forum. Don't mean to ramble.