Hi All
I lost my 43 year old sister on Christmas Eve just gone. After the 'busy' period I felt I was dragging myself through each day and my heart was heavy it felt like a lead weight. However, some of the days started to get slightly less difficult and more recently I actually felt brighter and able to cope with life. I suffer with chronic headaches which can be migranous. They have been visiting me in full force. I have spent this week in bed and feel my life has been put on hold once again. I am back to feeling very low and tearful. I just want to say it is not fair and behave like s 3 year old and have a tantrum. I know I am feeling sorry for myself and feeling life is just too hard. I will try not let it last too long as will appreciate the wonderful people I have in my life. For now though life can go and do one.