I lost my beloved mother last February down to NHS neglect sadly. She was 93 Italian spitfire, did all her own cooking and cleaning, and although she did have a few ongoing health issues she was pretty fit overall and quite mobile.
I cant talk about the way she died it hurts now, at the time I was so angry about the way of her death it helped me in grieving for her. I got her justice though and I knew some how she knew about it. It is hard though i think about her everyday and my dad who passed in 1997.
Her first xmas and birthday i just switched off, now i have to face firsts again with my beloved husband. I dont ever think it truly gets better you just learn to live with it better, memories are always there as a comfort. xxxx