Hi, all,
I lost my amazing and wonderful mum at the end of November to Lung Cancer.
I am a single mum of a teenage daughter, and have no one at all now to be there for us both.
When mum was diagnosed nearly a year ago, it was like being hit by a bus but watching yourself from above. An outer body experience which still has not gone away.
Being only three months ago it is still very raw and i still think about phoning my mum up every time something happens i know she would want to hear.
The crying is easing of, but it is still every day at least four times.
The hardest thing is trying to want to carry on living without her. This world is a cold and empty place without her, which i really am finding it hard to carry on with.
Thank you very much to you all for posting your thoughts on hear.
Until now i have not been able to look at any bereavement sites, and this one is lovely.