Its been nearly 7 months and I miss my mum so much. i still feel like Im in a black hole, with a black cloud over me. Shes so far away from us now, its getting harder. Apart from my sister, no one wants to hear that Im still grieving. I just want to hug her and tell her what a wonderful mum she was, but I know that I can never do that again. Now that mums not with me anymore, I seem to notice how much people around me, talk about their mums, or I see people out with their mums and their kids. There will always be a piece of my heart missing, now that mums gone.