Sending a welcome hug
It's so hard when a family grieves, despite lots of similarities we all grieve in different ways. It would appear that possibly they are striking out in their grief (but that doesn't excuse it!)
It's also hard to care for someone whilst trying to deal with grief. You are doing so well in doing this - at the beginning some days it can take all energy to get out of bed, let alone then go and care for someone. So take a moment to notice how well you are doing and the strength you have had. On this journey it does help to note the things we are managing, however small you might think. Be proud of your achievements
But at the same time, it's hard being strong all the time and we are allowed to grieve. We are quite fragile deep inside. it often helps to talk things through, get those thoughts out, release the emotion, so you may find it helps being here and able to chat with others who understand. This is a safe place to just be us and find our way through the journey xx
Be gentle with yourself. Everyones emotions are likely to be running rampant at the moment, it could be a minefield! Do you have time you can have a walk, or moment