One year on

[Spaicer]

So today is the 1st year anniversary of my darling husband passing.  I managed to get through Christmas, our daughters 21st birthday and today without anyone knowing how upset I am (as I always do) but I'm not ok, I'm just as heartbroken today as I was 12th January 2016, there's a huge Terry shaped hole in my life and I'm bereft (seems the best word to use) I can't imagine it ever being better, I go to work & look after my family and provide for everyone, I smile and laugh with people at work but inside I'm so empty.
Just needed to tell someone. Thanks

[pennyking]

Glad you could share it with us.  Sending you massive hugs.

 

Take care

Penny x

[Hubby]

Spaicer 

[Karena]

  problem with a year is everyone thinks you get better in a year and so we start to think we should and so begins the best acting performance of our lives.

[Didi63]

   Spaicer.
Keep posting on here. I am so pleased to have found this lovely place as feel quite lonely and now losing dad has put me in a numb place.
It's ok to cry and still grieve. We wouldn't be human if we didn't and those emotions are better out rather than kept in.