Welcome. :hug:I found this forum after losing my hubby.We might nor have all the answers no one does,but I found that this was a really good place to be.One thing I did find was that no matter how mad I thought I was going,some one here had experienced the same or similar emotions at some point on this horrid journey and knowing you're never really alone in that helps a great deal.There is a chat room where people go mainly in the evenings,which can help get through those lonely nights,and every so often some one organises a meet up in their local areas,perhaps just for coffee and a chat or annually a weekend.I was scared to go at first but I,m glad I did now as they are good.You are among friends here.