It's just over a week since the anniversary. I just wanted to be on my own, with George and our memories.
People talk about 'being over' the first anniversary. But now, I m finding it's not over, I know the cold dark nights don't help but I feel the shape of the grief is changing, I'd been told it would, its with me in a very different way. I've started taking natural anti depressants again which help. I'd read the second year can be challenging in a new way. So it would seem.....
I keep busy to distract myself, a variety of things, taken up family history which IS engaging, which I'm very thankful for, but the others are just that, mere distractions.
Thanks for listening