So sorry to hear about your loss Sab, sometimes life can seem so cruel, when it takes away the soulmate we love, leaving this massive feeling of emptiness, the reality that they will never be with us ever again, and somehow we have to go on living without them. Sometimes it feels impossible to do, and it's certainly not easy, everyone on this forum knows that only too well, but we have to try because we don't have a choice.
Time does help, but you will likely be grieving for quite some time yet, indeed, do we ever really stop grieving because we miss that person in our life, 'Who was our life' and now they are gone. It will get easier Sab, most of us here take it one day at a time, and there will be days much worse than others, but be assured that everyone here knows what you are feeling....There's nothing worse, and I wish there was some magic words of comfort I could share with you to help you, but sadly I don't, other than reassuring you, you are not alone and sometimes talking about how you feel with others does help, knowing they have gone through and are still experiencing those same feelings.
We all need a hug occasionally, so here's a big hug from me.
You take care.
Best wishes....Brian