Hi everyone. Im new and Ive joined, after much soul searching today after my dear close friends funeral. Ive had a bad 18 months, having lost my aunt, my grandmother, my dear beautiful mum in Janurary, and last week, my darling close friend who died suddenly and, I must admit i am struggling with many things tonight, faith, morality, unanswered questions and the general unfairness of it all.
Im no stranger to loss, my family were in the business for 150 years. And ive lost a large amount of family and friends in my 34 years. I dunno folks, I guesss im finding it harder the more people i lose, the void, that emptiness we all feel when someone dies, seems greater today, more so than usual. Am I just being weak minded or is there more to it?
Phil