My lovely husband died suddenly 6 months ago, a few days before Christmas. I have been coping well, sorting solicitors etc - now, 6 months on, that is all over & I am left feeling utterly bereft. Have just passed his 6 month anniversary & his birthday. I feel exhausted by all the firsts.
Everyone says how "brave" & "marvellous" I am but when I am on my own I just cry & don't feel brave & marvellous at all. Please someone tell me that there is light at the end if the tunnel & I won't always feel this dreadful.