I lost my dad after a year and a half battle with cancer three weeks ago. I didn't cry properly for two weeks and just a few days ago cried in an unbearably painful way. I am moving into my new home on Thursday and don't feel at all happy about it. If anything it makes it worse because he would have been there for me.
I have absolutely no idea how I am supposed to get through this, I live on my own. I know it is a process but the thought of continuing to grief is frightening, isolating and leaves me feeling so vulnerable.