We were told 3 weeks ago my mum wouldn't be fit for any treatment for her cancer that had returned for the third time in three years. Lost her after a horrific few weeks she really suffered from alot of pain and weakness. The last 2 days she could hardly breathe it was so difficult to watch I was actually wishing her to die just so the torture would stop.
She was in a hospice they done their best to keep her pain under control and manage symptoms but there's only so much they can do.
Anyway I'm 6 months pregnant with two other children I am so devastated and just looking for a place to get some support or speak to someone who has been in this position. I'm 30 and my mother was only 58 I feel as if I have so many regrets and her life was actually so short.