I lost my mum 11 weeks ago on 7th March. It was a very sudden heart attack.
I feel like I'm getting less and less able to cope. I've three boys and run my own business.
I ran the London marathon which was 7 weeks after her death, I think this gave me focus. Since then I feel like I'm spiralling. Finding everything so hard.
Our close family is small, just my dad and brother. In showing emotion to everyone, can't control, but stay strong in front of dad and brother. Not sure what they think of me.
I feel like I don't know what to do. Everything seems pointless.
Hoping that I can find an answer. Suzanne xx