I lost my husband so unexpectedly on 12th March 2016. I am heartbroken and don't know what to do. He was only 56 and wasn't ill, he passed so quickly, (a post mortem revealed ischemic heart disease). The coroner said Steve would not have known or felt anything but I feel so guilty that maybe I missed something. He was my soulmate, best friend and the greatest husband I could have wished for. I have two grown up daughters who have been amazing but I feel so alone x