Trying to come to terms with losing my soulmate my best friend, the dearest, sweetest man, a wonderful husband.
He was fine, just felt a bit tired, so went for a blood test as thought he might be aneamic, after which he was sent for an ultrasound which showed a problem with the liver. It turned out to be advanced bowel cancer,. I will never forget when he was given that diagnosis, the shock, the disbelief, we couldn't take it in. He was a big strong man who had never been ill. He had to live with that knowledge for two months, it broke my heart in to a million pieces. We did everything
together, just us, no children, he was only 69, I just can't believe he's gone.