Hey MidnightCaller,
Please don't put yourself under pressure that you need to keep posting.. just post when you feel comfortable. No one here judges i find. In fact what helps me is to reach out to individuals whose life experience is similar to mine... i didnt feel the need to post something so everyone could read it.
I incidentally PM'd someone over the weekend and i found it much more comfortable. We "clicked" a little. Its what its there for
What i mean is, its good to chat with someone who also lost a brother, or a sister or a dad or a mum. But losing family isn't quite the same as losing a partner. And neither is comparable to losing a son or a daughter (i can only imagine and im lucky i dont know what that is like). Its all sad what has happened to us but its different dynamics.
In a way i grieve more on behalf of my mum who lost two daughters. Its just all sad!
Ok... enough about me, but you get my point. Sorry for speaking on behalf of buk but we all think you are very brave for coming here in the first place. Right BUK?
Pep