The poems for my beloved man.

[Janka]

Poem I.

If I could turn back the time,
hold you in the arms of mine,
took you away from waiting death
until my last loving breath.

If I could turn back the time,
hold you in my arms till I die,
we could stay as one together
in that snowing frosty weather.

If I could turn back the time,
November is the time of prime,
we would be the warmest kissing,
only you I have been missing.

If I could turn back the time,
we are drinking a glass of wine,
every tear could effaced by kiss,
not horrible pain like this.

If I could turn back the time,
we are sitting under the pine,
holding you by seashore tight,
feeling on my face sunlight.

If I could turn back the time,
your every breath is part of mine,
will always love you,my only one,
writing for you,my beloved Jan.

Janka

[Hubby]

That's a lovely poem Janka. 

I think every one of us here wish we could turn back time.

[Norma]

Thats so nice Janka thank you for sharing it xx

 

[Pauline Mc]

That's a lovely poem Janka - truly from the heart.  Sending hugs to you xx

[Janka]

Poem II.

It´s such a lonely darkest night,
you used to hold me warm and tight,
want you closer a little bit,
who could ever thought of it?

In the darkest lonely night
I was having had a light
always shining in my heart,
where is of my being part?

So far away yet along with me,
where could ever heavens be?
waiting for you still to come,
maybe have to stand more some.

So far away but close to me,
who could thought the life can be?
where are you,my only one?
used to be with me,dearest Jan.

Janka

[Hubby]

Thanks for sharing that Janka. 

[Janka]

Thank you,Pauline,Norma and Hubby!

As I said,I´m very sorry for everyone´s loss here and sending my sincere hugs back to all of you!

Janka

 

[Janka]

Poem III.

I don´t want to cry tonight,
I have the reason to be in right,
you came to me two days ago,
I felt a shiver up to toe.

The glockenspiel started to play
I bought you for a Christmas day,
it was here at one o´clock
making me a little shock.

I felt it as a grip such hot
telling you I miss you a lot,
I realized the time is up,
you went away,I took a nap.

Now you´re gone but it doesn´t seem sad,
because it feels still hot,you´re not dead,
go on writing for you,sweetest honey,
such a magic gift can´t pay the money.

I´ve got you and you´ve got me,
that´s the way the love should be,
it´s the most important precious gift,
we´ll be flying or is there a heaven´s lift?

I´m waiting for you to hold me forever
missing you even more than ever,
you´ll always be my only one,
my heart is beating for you,dearest Jan.

Janka

[Hubby]

Nice poem Janka. He was obviously loved very much by you. 

[Emz2014]

  sending big hugs, i know May is particularly hard for you xx

[Janka]

Poem IV.

​There´s no one heard of my heart´s cry,
it can´t stop sound until I die,
though I shout of my whole lungs,
there´s no one felt of such strong thumps.

Every one is such alone,
living daily on his own,
till the love may cross the street,
makes you hot from top to feet.

Love is such a special thing,
let it in the heart such ring,
make it happen to be the worth,
take away everything worst.

Flowers will be bloom again,
forget almost your every pain,
listen to the singing birds,
don´t think of it so much hurts.

We´re not so slight and poor,
together knock on heaven´s door,
I´m yours and you´re mine,my only sun,
all that we´re living for,my sweetest Jan.

Janka

[Hubby]

As always there are nice thoughts in your poems Janka 

They reflect the depth of your love for Jan.

 

[Janka]

Poem V.

I can´t stop writing for you,not at all to hide,
how much it all hurts when beloved one died,
I feel so alone with the hollow in my heart
as I´ve been always thinking of my being part.

When I´m sometimes laughing,everyone is around,
but if I´m standing crying,there´s not heard a sound,
the life is now so hard,some people lost a compassion
when I talk about you or the loss I mention.

Our love is a miracle,it´s flowing from within,
that´s the only reason I can´t stop you kissing,
you´re by my side but can´t feel your touch,
that´s why I´m all the time missing you so much.

My God,please,you see my worry as I can´t help it,
you´re known my love for him and of course you felt it,
I can´t live without you,my sweetest,dearest Jan,
I want to shout to whole world,you´re my only one!

Janka

[Hubby]

Lovely words Janka.