Brian...
... I am a Hertfordshire - Bedfordshire person and I definitely do not belong here in Dorset... this is not my home, nor was it my Richards...
...We have cows around us, I live way down in the valley, very scenic but not practical for me, with no car, re, my MS...hence the reason of wanting to head back towards home, i will do my utmost best to make this happen, this is where my Richards ashes are, back home in Bedfordshire with his brother and parents, i owe my Richard this as i had taken him away from the-our home that he-we were at our happiest in, all because of my MS diagnoses, i just keep beating myself up as to why oh why did i move so far away, to a place neither of us had any connection with, and to a place i thoroughly am now regretting, and why did i take my Richard away from his family, his friends of 40 years, and his fishing and his golf...he was not happy here in Dorset but was never a complainer, very laid back and accepted life on a day to day basis, never worrying about the future, he was 100% devoted to me, 100% reliable, 100% a provider from the old fashioned breed-mold...
I am fining it hard reading members tiny print...