The loss of my beloved man.

[Janka]

I´m a new member on here and I´ll be happy to share with others feeling tremendous pain and grief.It´s been not long ago and it still hurts.It was the last time I saw my beloved man early in the morning,smiling,kissing and talking to one another unforgettable words full of undying love.3 days later the phone rang.It was his brother telling me:"Jan is dead."My heart broke into small pieces,even now the tears are falling from my eyes.At that moment I was speaking to my beloved Jan,telling him everything from the bottom of my heart,desperately crying and hoping he does hear me,and he did.After hour rang a message from my mobile,so I entered the room we were sleeping 3 days ago to see and the sender was my beloved Jan,but message was empty.I think he was there while I was crying in the kitchen and let me know this way,so I entered the bedroom and at that moment I got the most beautiful evidence of his immortal love,because on the sheet of my bed was engraved a big heart.I´m sure he´s been by my side all the time,helping me hold on my way to home he´s waiting for me to come.I had to make a picture to believe it wasn´t just a dream.I found a place where I can say a few words for my beloved deceased,so I created my Memorial book dedicated to my beloved Jan.I can recommend everyone who is suffering and wants to do something for his beloved deceased person he´s thinking of.
Thanks a lot for reading these words and everyone who has an understanding heart.
I need to get to know those people which experienced a loss of beloved man or woman.
I send to all of you the warm greetings from Slovakia.

With love Janka

 

[Norma]

Hi Janka, im sorry to the heart to read about your pain, i know how beneficial keeping a diary was for me. Talking about our loved  ones does help, i know you cant believe that just yet though. Xx

 

[Joann]

Sending to you Janka.

[Emz2014]

Sending a warm welcome hug  xx

[Karena]

Welcome Janka  :hug:I remember a lady  a few years ago on our old forum who had a similar thing happen with a mobile phone, i do believe they can find ways to communicate with us and help us through.
One thing that got me through some of the most difficult times was thinking if we did meet again and had a conversation how disapointed he would be to find i had just sat around waiting to be with him, so i decided i will spend that time living life for both of us, being his eyes on the world doing the things he didnt get chance too for him, and that would make for a much better conversation.

[Hubby]

So sorry to hear of your loss Janka. 

[Janka]

I´d like to say how much I´m sorry for all of your losses and want to thank you all for a warm welcome.I truly hope to find friends in here who do understand what I´ve been going through.

With love Janka

 

[Janka]

My beloved Jan,

today belongs to your birthday,sweetest honey!I´ve brought you the most beautiful roses as I always do to you...There was such a rainy day here,but God has listened to my prayers and sitting at your grave I´ve felt a sunshine on my face and birds were singing all along...It was you who has brought the sunbeams to let me know that you´re always by my side...I was crying again...I couldn´t help it...You´re missed forever,dearest sweetheart!!!Then I went to church and praying a lot for you...I was very sad,sitting so quiet,telling God to hold us both close to him for eternity...because I can´t live without you...you´re my everything...I want to be with you in heaven...

Love you,adore you,need you...you´re my everlasting love...give me your hand and we´ll never be apart...

Forever yours,
Janka


 

[Hubby]

It must have been a very hard day for you Janka.

 

[Emz2014]

  xx

[mike59]

What Lovely Words Very Special ..


                                                                              

[Janka]

"The white bird by the window met the May,so sunny,

singing about your Birthday you had,sweetest honey,

such restless,dishevelled and very small,

but a huge courage wasn´t missing at all,

the happiness is something that can´t pay the money."



With love,
forever yours,
Janka

[Soleil]

Hi Janka,

This is a good place if you have lost a loved one. I am sorry for the significant loss in your life but here you will find people who have gone through the same and are grieving.   

[Janka]

Thank you Hubby,Emz,Mike and Jakers!

I´m sorry for everyone´s loss here.It´s very sad to meet on here,but you all are a huge comfort and support for me and others too!

With love Janka

 

[Janka]

Happy heavenly Name-day,my beloved Jan!

You´ve become young as we two had always been dreaming of...Enjoy your day in loving memory of us two...One day we´ll meet again,being as one,for eternity...You´re the best,most beautiful,only one and irreplaceable for me forever...I miss you with every beat of my heart...

I´ll always love you!!!

With love,
forever yours,
Janka