Hello and welcome Fifebloke to BUK.
In all the nearly 16 years we've had this group, it's always one of the hardest things to read when such young children are taken from their parents leaving them devastated and unconsolably broken hearted.
Please accept my very deepest sympathy, I cannot begin to imagine how painful it is for you right now in such early days.
Posting regular here all your emotions and thoughts that keep you awake no doubt, will benefit you so much with your healing process and you will make great friends here who will support you and listen with understanding and compassion.
We have a live chat room as you may have seen at the top of the page and that can be a lifeline during the evenings when the going gets tough and you need to chat.
Stay with us F, we are all here for you on your difficult journey I promise.