Thanks Caroline L
From the posts I’ve read on here and also the face book group, it looks like the grief never goes away, but, as you said,you have to live with it and I agree, it’s so different for everyone....I’m so glad I joined this forum, and the fb group as it really does bring comfort knowing you have a safe place to express how you’re feeling, that what you’re feeling is normal and that there are so many other people going through the same thing xxx