hello its been 4 years and 2 months tomorrow,my beautiful kay died on the 27th oct 2014i had no idea grief would be so horrible, and what it does to you,ive been on way up since then ,bereavement site ,I fancied a change anyway I thought id say hello to all ,there is so much to say ,I need to think about what im going to say before I post,my name is Nicholas and im 64 on the 29th,kay was a mere 56,she died of pneumonia /sepsis ,due to oesophagus cancer .