Hi all
My Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer end of Dec 2015. He died unexpectedly 10th March from either a heart attack or a blood clot. We were a very close family, my Mom and I and my son (no other siblings). I am crushed, I don't know how to process this... My Mom is terribly sad, alone. I live very closeby. I Just do not know how to move forward..... I get up, I do what I have to then I goto bed. I miss him so so much, he was like a best friend and Dad all rolled into one... so funny and entertaining.... now gone. There was no time for goodbyes, I wasnt there when it happened...I did get there after only to see him lifeless.....
Everyone says it gets easier with time..... I am scared I will lose my work, as I have a few jobs and I am self employed. I just feel like locking myself away..... How can we live the rest of our lives and never see or hear him again?
My Mom was married 46 years to my Dad. He was her life..... How does she continue?
I am a Christian but it does not help me in my pain, loss, bereavement..... I know I feel like most of you. I feel like we will never have joy again.
Thank you for listening....:-(