It's been 10 months since Mum had a heart attack and despite my attempts to save her she died, she was 89, the grief process began, I have had days and many beds ones, not a second has gone by I don't miss her, or my Dad who died 25 years earlier ( ironically Mum died on 21st August, Dad the 22nd ) anyway family all said to let it go friends constantly been there, but last week or so have been going downhill again, when I think of her like I always do but I end up sobbing daily, even to the point last night my husband said you need to start letting go, but I don't want too, I miss her and it hurts now I doubt it's normal, it would have been Dads 100 birthday this month, an anniversary Mum and I shared, obviously it's Fathers Day, and a 3 days ago my friend found her elderly Mother in Law, having died in the night, I have been helping and supporting her, but the memories are hard, even though I have come far enough to be grateful Mum wasn't alone, I just feel my feelings are wrong now...