I lost my mum, who was 56, last month to cancer. I knew it was terminal but still it was a shock when it happened. She was so wonderful and strong and I feel so lost without her. She was always the person I would go to with any problem so I feel afraid of a future without her strength, guidance and support. I have two young boys, aged 4 and 2 years and she adored them. I find it so heartbreaking that she won't get to see them grow up as I know she desperately wanted that. The funeral was Wednesday just gone and it seems harder than ever just to drag myself through the day- time has stood still as it feels like she's been gone years!