I totally agree, nature seems to try and show you the circle of life, sometimes it hurts sometimes it gives you hope, Mum died in August, as Autumn, then winter came I survived, but as spring came round, the plants I had taken from Mums, the bulbs I had planted in her memory, as they began to come up I cried an awful lot and sometimes amongst that I would have a brief smile, as I appreciated how much she would have loved them, and how somehow I had kept them going x