Hi Caroline, im so sorry to hear about the loss of your husband, i dont have any wise words that will take away the pain and emotions youre feeling right now, all i can say is you will go through every emotion known and more, 2 weeks is no time at all to expect yourself to be feeling any different, all you can do is take small baby steps, get yourself through each day as best you can, until one day the pain will lessen, and each day will become a little easier, you will sometimes think youre taking one step forward then two back, that is quite normal, but you will start to function normaly eventually, and start to remember the good memories rather than the heartache youre feeling right now, please keep talking to us, it really does help, when i first lost my hubby, i kept a diary and wrote to him every day, things i had done, what i would have come home and told him about my day, told him how i was feeling, how much i missed him, and as the months went by, i would read back on my early days and could see just how much easier it had become, its nearly four year for me now Caroline, and i still write to him, not as much but occasionally when i feel the need to. Sending you a big (((hug)) xx