Mum has been gone 6 months now, and here I sit sobbing like it was yesterday, I miss her so much, every second of the day. I have had some bereavement counselling which really helped with my thoughts and feelings the night she died, the lady said I had P T S D because of it and was in some ways blocked from grieving because of it, and now I am.... am so so tired of trying to fight how much I hurt...