My husband died the beginning of july and instead of pain easing it is getting worse.  At times it is so bad I want to end it myself..  I have no support, just sit on my own missing him.

I'm sorry but I love reading how so many of you feel the pain I do and to know that I'm not alone wallowing in a hole on my own x

I lost my fiancee 3 months ago to suicide after a long battle with anxiety and paranoia from a trauma 11 years ago. We have a 3 year old daughter and I am trying to get through the days with a sense of normality for her but my sadness, fear, guilt and exhaustion are all I am left with at the end of the day. I miss him so much and it is hard to come to terms with his choice. 

I lost my wonderful husband David on the19th July last year. I/ we the family nursed David through a short but horrendous battle with oral cancer.  

At the moment I don't know why I'm still here with out him and it's very hard to cope with on a daily basis.   I know he is in a better place and pain free but it doesn't help.   I miss him very much including the bad times xxxx

My dad who was 81 died three weeks ago, I held his hand as he passed. It wasn't tragic and he was lucky to have had a long life. I just keep reliving the final fifteen minutes when he was dying, the guilt that I never brought him home from hospital a few weeks prior to his death. He had never asked anything of me and I couldn't fulfill his wish due to hospital care packages. I miss him terribly, I can't stand the grief in my mother's eyes, life has changed. I have had nightmares each night and wake and think he still alive and then reality kicks in! I am surprised I feel this way. I thought I was level headed and accepted death as part of life!

My beautiful daughter just aged 31 passed away just over 5 months ago due to brain cancer. I really thought I was coping, but it's getting harder, I miss my Joanne so much I just don't know what to do, I can't come to terms with not ever hearing her laugh ar receiving her daily texts again, how do people cope with things like this.

I lost my 25 year old son to cancer almost four months ago, I miss him so much . I was his carer and with him all of the time. We shared good times and bad . I,m not coping very well. When will it get better, or will it ever?

To my Darling Patricia Anne,

                You were a Wife in a million,why did you have to go,you are the world to me,I really love you so,someday I hope to meet you,someday I know not when,to hold your hand in a better land never to part again.

          Till we meet again my darling you are always in my heart and thoughts.

                                           Your broken hearted Hubby,

                                                                  Col.

I Lost My Lovely Wonderful Wife (Gail) My Soulmate My Life, to Lung Cancer on Febuary 28th 2016 I Love You My Darling Until We Meet Again xxxxx

my wife and soul mate died in my arms the day after returning from a wonderful holiday . the support I received from family friends and neighbours really helped me get through the first few weeks but that has pretty much stopped now at night I feel so alone (which I am) I am struggling to cope as my beloved wife did everything for me now I feel guilty and wish I had done more for her  

I'm 25 and my mum Caroline was 58 she died on the 19th or March this year.  Two weeks ago my dad had an accident on his motorcycle. He's still here but is in great pain and housebound for two months. He needs me.  My gran is 93 and relied on my dad for things and that has fallen to me now, I dont mind because I love my gran deeply.  I went back to work after 2 weeks since my mum died and  found it very difficult but tried my best to get on with it. Then this happens to my dad. I'm off work now the 4 weeks on sick but my boss tried to make me feel guilty by saying "think of your work colleagues your not being very fair to them" and "when you came back you seemed fine I don't understand"  

So now I'm missing my mum. Trying to help my dad and gran and I feel terrible for being off work because I'm "not being fair to my colleagues" 

The only person I need right now is my mum! But she's gone! 

My husband of 4 months, best friend of 16 years died aged just 28 leaving his 2 babies and his unborn child. 

I couldn't ever imagine losing someone I loved like this

My wife of nearly 5 years died on 19th February. I expected to miss her, but just didn't realise how much and how much it would hurt. I am so fortunate to have such great children and grandchildren as well as excellent family, friends and work colleagues. It doesn't stop the unbearable pain though...

My husband died a few months ago.He was my life.He was my soulmate,my best friend.We were together for 29yrs.I don't feel as I will ever get over it .I feel so alone now I miss him so much.

my mum died five months ago and its just feels like something I cant get over, she was my best friend

My husband died recently I just wondered if you could help me.

Dad gone 5yrs yesterday, I was cooking him scrambled egg. Can't move on , bad circumstances, I want to be with him, be out of this stupid pain. Nearly made it on Saturday. Even more frightened n alone. Sorry.

my husband recently died we had been together for 49 years.   my sister said this group helped a fried of hers.   I wonder if you can help me

 My husband died in August.  We had been married for 44 years and we were hardly ever apart. Even though I have 2 daughters and good friends. I cry every day. I miss him so much. I just am so lost

Hi, I am a former long term unpaid carer. Failed and abused by the nhs and social services (allegedly) which resulted in loss of my family home. My mother was iconic and beautiful, yet the services decided to hold here and I could not get her back. She was held effectively hostage in a hospital when there was no need. She died in January....I lost my brother last year suddenly also. I remain homeless and no agency or other seems able or willing to help me. I am heading for the sussex street. MPs, the Government and health do not care, cannot help. Benefits are crucifying me in a way also. I have been so proactive. Now exhausted. In touch with Samaritans. A dire situation. My sympathy for all others posting regarding their bereavements.

I lost my husband Gareth on 26th July, he was my sole mate we were married 10 years and loads planned for our tenneth anniversary this year but he collapsed on 15th May and despite me doing CPR he died 3 times and suffered brain hypoxia, we had to say good bye to him 3 times, but despite everything he fought so had and pulled through but finally it was too much and he got puemonia.  My husband Gar (Percy) to me was just 36 on 12th July he was my rock and sole mate, we never spent a day apart he was my evertyhing and I am so lost without him.  I will forever love him and think him for our life together.  Luv u Percy for always and forever xxx

I lost my dad just under 2 years ago, I was 13 and thought I needed to be brave for my brother. Although it's been nearly 2 years I keep expecting him to call one day and say that he is still here. It sounds crazy but I swear I see him all the time, but only for a second. I had a breakdown earlier this year and now I have 3 Councillors but I just feel like my mums trying to push me away on someone else because she has my stepdad and has had him for 9 years now. I just feel alone. :(

I lost my wonderful husband last month, my life with out him is unberable, the only time i feel no pain is when i am asleep but then i have to wake up to reality and an empty lonely life, he was my soulmate and best friend, to me life seems pointless with out him but i keep going because of my son and beautiful grandchildren.

My wonderful wife passed away last month, I cant believe she is not here any more. Mostly I am ok but some days - like today - I just seem to want to sit and cry and yearn for her. 

I lost my dad in march to alizemers he was in a care home for a month and died in hospital I miss him terribly he was a kind generous lovely man my mum died about 14 yrs ago still miss her too I still feeling the grief of my dad and also have to cope with my only sister who has been nasty as hell ever since he died hopefully I can keep distance from her soon