Hello all,
2 months ago my father was diagnosed with a very aggressive form of cancer, and I have been told that within the next fortnight, he will pass away. The situation isn't great. We've always had a rocky relationship and only last year did we really reconnect. He has 4 children including me, two of whom are only 8 and 3 years old, and may never get to form a proper relationship with him. This is obviously awful.
I'm finding it incredibly difficult to cope. I have A-level exams next month which I'm trying so hard to revise for but finding it very challenging to focus. When I do find moments of focus, I can't help but feel guilty, and he hasn't even passed away yet.
I guess I really came here just to let it out. All in all the timing is just so poor, and it is so heartbreaking.