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Offline Twinkle

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Anniversary
« on: August 21, 2018, 11:40:05 AM »
So it's here, exactly 12 months since Mum died and tomorrow will be 25 years since Dad did.... am really really struggling, can't settle, running over the events in my head, why didn't I do more? If I had been trained in c p r could I have saved her, I was with Mum when she died, Dad was in hospital alone, I don't know which is worse at the minute... I would give the world to turn the clock back, I can't and yet I am not sure how to go on either...

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Re: Anniversary
« Reply #1 on: August 21, 2018, 08:57:34 PM »
There's little I can say Twinkle so I am going to send you a hug  :hug:  it's a tough day, hold on in there, you can get through it. Be gentle with yourself and try to distract yourself if you can for a little respite  :hearts: xx
Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise. 
Hold on in there xx

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Re: Anniversary
« Reply #2 on: August 21, 2018, 08:58:38 PM »
You've survived the worst ever days, the ones you lost them. So hold on during this rough horrid part of the journey  :hug: xx
Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise. 
Hold on in there xx

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Re: Anniversary
« Reply #3 on: August 22, 2018, 12:08:26 PM »
 :hug: :hug: :hug:

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Re: Anniversary
« Reply #4 on: August 22, 2018, 08:42:00 PM »
You are right, I survived the worst days when I lost them, but living without them seems harder than that....