Hi, At 35 I lost my dad to cancer, at 36 my mother passed after being in a coma due to a stroke for 6 weeks and I was devastated. At 45 I lost my eldest sister and 3 yrs ago my next eldest sister again to cancer. Then last year my husband also to cancer, this is just a list of family heartbreak as I have also lost friends too. Life is so precious and we are hurt so much when we lose someone we love, please take care of yourself and I am sure this forum will bring some comfort. I know its where I go when I need an understanding ear.