6 months since I lost my lovely Mum

[MrsRL]

Today marks 6 months since my lovely Mum passed away. We lost her on Mother's Day after a year long batter with cancer. The last few days have been a struggle for me. Since losing her I have bottled up how I am feeling a lot of time or tried to keep busy. Now there isn't as much to sort with paperwork etc, it has really hit me. My son turned 3 recently and my Mum really wanted to be there to see it, but it wasn't to be. In just 6  months since seeing her, he has changed so much. She would have loved seeing the little boy he has become. It is hard knowing that she will not be there in our future. I miss her everyday, not only my Mum but my friend.

[Emz2014]

It truly is a rollercoaster. The paperwork/things to plan feel quite hard at a time we just want to hide away, but they certainly keep us focused and certainly makes us feel strange after its all done. I certainly found grief was an ever changing journey