Hi. My gran passed away on the 23 of September, today would have been her birthday. My children want to have a party and all I want to do is crawl into bed and hide. My gran meant the world to me and every day is a struggle at the moment I literally feel like am broken. I don’t know how to move forward with out her. She filled our life’s so greatly and was the rock that held everyone together. Thanks for listening am hoping one day I can breathe again